my brain spilled on this page today

• Always in bullets
• My right eye keeps tearing today
• I called the job I interviewed for and no one called me back
• Today I found an email saying I didn’t get the job
• This is the FIRST time I have ever interviewed for a job and didn’t get it
• If I lost this job because I made 10K more at my last job, that’s FUCKED UP
• Fingers crossed for Temp Work
• I was on set from 6:30am until 8pm last night!
• Sigourney Weaver was not on set, but she did pass through our holding room
• When I smiled at her from afar, she totally knew that I was saying “The internet says hi!” 
• Vanessa Redgrave also passed through said holding room and had a convo with Sigourney (we’re on a first name basis now)
• The filming was with Carla Gugino and Dan Futterman (imdb them, people)
• My kids were totally impressed that I got to stand next to the Spy Kids mom for my mark on the last scene
• This does not mean I’m acting, it means we started out walking in the scene from the same point. When they say Action, she started walking one way, I crossed her path a few steps later. Still pretty sweet. I was close enough to hold her hand….but I didn’t. I didn’t want to make the others jealous. 
• Yesterday was fun
• I’m bummed about the job thing
• Today’s agenda: Tea and Job hunting. 
• FUCK
• I fucking hate job hunting